just another day or was it?

Wow I am sure tired at the end of the day. We got our curriculum today.....so now we can get on a good routine. The children so love to learn, and it is quite fun to teach them. I do know that I will need my breaks as well as we all so need to get out side and run. Over all it is so good!!
My biggest frustration now is how to deal with Shenelle ...she keeps peeing......I don't know what to do with her. She is such a joy and I don't want to squash her self esteem by my frustration......I want to encourage her...but how?? Lord I so need wisdom!!! help Please!!
Today we had 2 showings on our house. I love having the house so clean, but going out can be a pain. We are so just wanting to be free financially, so we keep waiting and living one day at a time!!
Tonight our friend Jacob came over...it is so encouraging to talk with him (if your reading this Jacob thanks) Tonight we were talking about passion and what makes us tick......he is so passionate about God...it encourages me to be more passionate. But what does make me tick? What is my passion? What makes me who I am? What are my dreams?
I know that my family is my passion. Growing up all I ever wanted was to be a mom...it is one of the only goals I have ever achieved. Now I think that being a mom and a wife is still me passion...I think that;s why I love Homeschooling. In other areas of my life I am asking why do I do the things I do? It s thought provoking.... i shall have to think more on this and let you know my conclusion.
We also talked about what area of my life would I change, If I could....so I know there are alot of different areas but I think that discipline is the biggest thing. Selling the house has helped alot because then I have to keep on top of my house,,,,,,but in other areas like exercise and health...my discipline lacks....How do you become disciplined? I wish all the time that I would just wake up one morning a disciplined person...wouldn't that be nice!!! However reality is not quite so easy. So this is my delima? What can I do? What is the answer for me? Help Please Again!!!
So many things to think about ....well the most important thing I know is that I am loved and I love ....... I am so blessed and I am so thankful for my family, my home, and you!