Monday, September 29, 2008

Life today... staying postitve.....

wow...well today I had the first bad review on my cakes... It comes at a time when I feel that I am done with cakes....whether I am done for a few weeks or if this was just a season of my life...I am unsure...however with regards to the bad cake...I was told it was soooooo dry people couldnt eat it...why? I am still figuring out.....however I have really tried to be positive about the situation...for instance in 1 out of 20 cakes went bad....thats actually not a bad ratio even though my expectation is 0 out of 20!! Anyhow live and learn!
But as to the whole seasonal thing...maybe cakes was just a way of getting us through a trying time financially..we lived on my the $$ from my cakes!
Whats next...I have nothing booked.....even my all me appointments I have been going to havent, nothing has come from them.

Is this season closed? I need to know, because I have a bridal show in November. So I am waiting...maybe this is a time to relax....breathe, I have been so consumed with cakes ...I think I have become burnt out!!
I just dont know.....
Financially we have been so tight and that in it self is quite stressful!!
One good thing is that my house is becoming cleaner and more organized...especially as all the children are in school all day!! I am loving the quiet! Though today I can get a bit bored!
My mind seems to go non stop..... I so need to breathe, relax and let go.....

So thats an update on the life I live today!

flowers for my kitchen

flowers for my kitchen
garden of life

Total Worship

Total Worship
I loveTrev's Passion

Blessing

Blessing
Solid Rock...Dad

Blessings

Blessings
Annointing...Trevor

Blessings

Blessings
Santuary...Steve

Blessings

Blessings
Garden of beauty...mom

Blessings

Blessings
Exquiste painting...MJ

Marijanels'dance

Marijanels'dance
Mary's worship

Our Aglow Team

Our Aglow Team
Unity was abundant

Mom and Me

Mom and Me
Singing togther for the 1 x so Fun!!

My Boys

My Boys
Love you guys

Shenelle and Me

Shenelle and Me
My Sunshine

Some of My Grace Girls

Some of My Grace Girls
Maycee, Joss, Courtney,& Me

Justice and Me

Justice and Me
My Amazing Boy

Daphne and Me

Daphne and Me
Daphne my Beauty

Me and my Mom

Me and my Mom
love you Mom

Freedom

Freedom
God wants to set you free

Freedom # 2

Freedom  # 2
you can have freedom two

Let it Go

Let it Go
Trust Him

Living Waters

Living Waters
Refreshing

Beauty & The Beholder

Beauty  & The Beholder
Jesus thinks you are beautiful

Beauty & Beloved

Beauty & Beloved
My first paintings

Beauty

Beauty
I Think your Beautiful

One Day

One Day
Trust

perspective

perspective
Soar

Inner Peace

Inner Peace
Relax